Who is this person. She wishes she could get the old her back. Back to when things were so much simpler. When she didn't spend her days feeling like this.

A smile. Who would've thought that the ecstatic feeling of true happiness would be so hard to achieve.

I really don't know what keeps me going. But I somehow manage to make it through the days- alive and with my head above the surface of the water so I can just breathe.

And I wonder if i'll ever be the same again. If things could ever be like that.